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The one before the penultimate commission

Hey all,

Whoot whoot it's late but here's some tits and pussy and a big ol' donger laid out across 'em so you (and her) can truly appreciate the absolute size of this lad.

And he's not even at full mast yet.

She seems impressed, get ready for pound town because he's about to take her there and there's a LOT of activities to be done. It's really a great workout spot as well, great for maintaining that crazy waistline she's got going.

So, as said, this is one of the final commissions unless more get dropped off, I am as of yet unsure what I'll be doing in their stead. Maybe some bonus free commissions? Focus back on digiwomen some more? Start something new? Who knows, life's a mystery, tomorrow is history, and yesterday I completely botched this quote, that's why it's called the... present?

If you want the real saying you can look at Kung-fu panda (dreamwork gets an undeserved amount of flak for not being pixar despite having some really solid films under their belt) for it. Old turtle guy says it but in his case it makes sense.

So again, as I had said, this was supposed to be uploaded on Sunday.

Then Sunday became Monday.

Then Monday became strike of midnight.

Then strike of Midnight became Tuesday morning.

Then Tuesday morning became Tuesday evening.

And now we're here.

Nevermind the fact that this was supposed to be done last week on top.

Honestly, I think there may be something wrong with my brain here. I blame brain problems.

No but seriously, if you've been following me for a while and bother to read these rambling blogposts of increasing length you might remember me slipping some details in here and there and talk about this. I remember very early on mentioning that I am very aware of the kind of person I am (the lazy unmotivated kind), and thus cannot allow cracks to form in my upload schedule because I KNOW I'll let them balloon out until it becomes... no upload schedule at all and I just upload whenever.

I am not a very punctual person. I tend to get absorbed into what I'm doing to the point of neglecting everything else. Great for keeping focus and finishing something that would ordinarily be done in a week in a single day. Not so great if the thing you're currently hyper-focussed on ISN'T the thing you're supposed to be doing. Or like, chores and eating and stuff. Truth be told this little rant aside I am doing a lot better in this regard, because there used to be times where I had accidentally nearly starved myself because I simply wasn't paying enough attention to my own wellbeing... until one day you wake up dizzy and weak and you see stars simply from walking around and there's this empty roaring chasm in your stomach begging for sustenance of any kind and you suddenly go "oh yeah, have I had any food put in me these past few days?"

No, those times are no longer here. But I have noticed a profound lack of focus into my lewd arts starting this year, which I feel is a result of the hectic and random upload schedule of last year. I'm experiencing difficulty getting back into the groove of things, resulting in periods where I barely do anything at all and periods where I shirk all other responsibilities in favour of just drawing big tiddies and mega-dicks all day to make up for it.

Maybe this all needs a do-over and I start a new, fresh schedule without worry of making up for lost time. But that also feels like making excuses and another chance to just sink back into un-productiveness. I have no answer.

I also don't want to turn into a whiny bitch bitching all the time about how hard it is to be a struggling artist or whatever (because honestly for me it ain't, I've got a job and this is just a hobby). So I do want to limit these types of rambling blog thingies.

SoCarter out.