Hi... Neighbor - Chapter 61 (Patreon)

Chapter 61

Colin´s life was slowly changing. He decided to move in with Lillian. And that was nice.

He wasn´t sure, at first, but what other choice does he have? He struggles a lot due to his size change, things are out of his reach. And to have to use a ladder just to get to the upper pantry, he hated it.

However, was it more convenient to depend on Lillian for that?

“What´s the matter, dear? You want something from above? Aww, let me get it for you.” She always cooed with her soft, lovely voice.

He doesn´t like to depend on her for everything. But things are just this way…

Besides, it´s so arousing to watch her reaching for stuff that´s too high to him. Not that the fact of her being, literally, twice his size, arouses him. Not much of the contrast in heights. What teases him every time is her size.

So big, so voluptuous. Her legs are so thick, so long. Taller than he is! And she´s just so juicy. Something that has happened due to the shrinking is, Lillian just seems bigger and bigger. Hotter and hotter.

Colin knows he just moved in with a giant, sexy woman. With the thick body of a goddess. And to him, the size too.

And the contrast becomes even more enticing while they are in bed.

Lillian insisted that he should sleep on the same bed as hers. The reason? Well, she doesn´t have a guest room. More like, she got rid of it on purpose. Locked the door and she won´t ever open it.

She knows what´s on that room, but if he spots it, then he´ll want to run away.

Now, his only choice was to sleep with her. Or, on the couch; and no matter how much he insisted, that was not going to happen.

Both of them have been sleeping on the same bed. The size contrasts is clear, she fills up much more of the bed than he does. Now, speaking on other aspects of size. When she lays in bed while he´s there, he´s often pulled into her due to the gravity. The mattress just sinks beneath her, creating a small crater that pulls him directly into her.

On the first night, he was afraid she´ll squash him while they are sleeping, but she insisted she doesn´t roll over while sleeping. But no one can guarantee that´s true. How could she know?

However, his insecurities ceased over a week. Mostly because he noticed that, no matter how, he always ended up in her embrace.

After the first night, the very next morning, he woke up in her arms. Somehow, she picked him up and placed him right over her. Now, her massive boobs were his pillows, and Lillian´s enormous body was his mattress. Needless to say, she´s warm and, strangely, comfortable.

Every time, each morning, he woke up, embraced by her arms. In a lovely, tender hug.

Part of him found it lovely. And another part of him, a more sexual one, found it irresistible to rub his face against her enormous breast. The feeling of her smooth boob-skin against his face. Sometimes he didn´t want it to stop. But he had to get up, he had work to do.

Lillian hated it, but he wanted to keep his job until the very end. She would love to be in bed with him all morning, but he wants to keep as much of his life as he can.

But there´s no much of a problem to her, he´s been warned, over and over, that he could lose his job one of these days. His boss has been very persistent on his condition. And he hasn´t attended his suggestions the way he should…

“Fired? What?!” Colin said as he was sitting right in front of his boss.

“I´m sorry, Colin. But it´s been a long time and you haven´t bring any sort of evidence that you´re treating this… illness of yours.” The boss explained.

“But… I haven´t been absent or anything!” Colin complaint.

“It´s not a matter of attendance or punctuality, listen, we can´t… for safety matters, we can´t keep you hired if you´re… if you show no sings of interest for your own health or safe. The decision has been made. I´m sorry. You can pick your check at H.R…” that was it for him.

Devastating news. Now, Colin´s officially unemployed. How could this happen so fast? Out of nowhere, they called him and now… he´s unemployed.

He went to his office and picked his things, then, he went straight to the H.R. office, and picked his check.

The last source of income he may be able to grasp over the next… who knows how long.

The next logical step would be to call Lillian. Ask her to pick him up since he has no car. But he didn´t do that.

He feels worthy of no love. He needs it, someone to listen, someone who relieves his pain. But, is that who he is now? A man that´s dependent on the pity of others?

He´s a man, he doesn´t need a shoulder where to cry on, he doesn´t even need to cry. Right now, he decided to walk out of the office, and look for a place to try and serene his mind.

He walked down the street, carrying a box full of random items he´s brought to the office. But, are they even worth keeping? He just looked at it, all of the stuff from his desk, simply gathered together inside a box.

He doesn´t know if he´ll ever use that again. Most of the items had the logo of his office, small stuff they had given away through the few years he worked there. He doesn´t need them. The permanent reminded of his failure. Failure in something he didn´t even had control on.

As soon as he found a dumpster, he threw everything in there. The box was starting to get heavy, and he was starting to get tired of carrying it.

He felt empty. Lillian´s give him all of her love, and still, that doesn´t compensate the fact that he´s slowly losing it all.

He gave up his apartment, now, he´s lost his job. The things he owns, those can be easily thrown away. And this all leaves him with a question, what´s left of him?

The only light he can see at the end of this dark path is Lillian. Her love, at the end of the road. As soon as he gets to her place, he knows she´ll love him, wash all of his worries away. But, is that good enough?

That doesn´t seem much like a solution, but a way to cease his pain for a while. Only until he encounters another failure.

As he walked down the street, a doubt came to him. How long before he loses Lillian´s love as well?

He won´t admit it, but he´s been feeling worse and worse as this goes on. Right now, he doesn´t even want to be with Lillian. He deserves nothing…

He just walked and walked until he arrived to the park. A park where he and Lillian had dated. A place where he asked her if he could move in with her. Was it good, though?

He didn´t offer her to move into a place where their love could grow, no. What he did was to ask her if he could move in to her house. To live with her. Move to the house she´s already living in. That´s no progress, that´s just asking someone if there´s room for you at their place.

His last “success”, was instead an act of pity. No matter if she invited him, that doesn´t change it. He depends on her, instead of providing, he´s just taking from what someone else has already achieved. And that doesn´t help, at all…

He sighed. Colin found a bench, on a lonely place at the park, and just sat there. And looked up front, trying to find a solution to this…

He spent so many time there that, soon, his shirt was over. Well, if he still had one.

Lillian was punctual, she stopped right where they met before. Parked her car and waited. Five, ten minutes, but there was no sign from him.

“That´s strange…” she thought. She´s been waiting for too long, if something had happened, he would´ve told her. So, she called…

The phone rang, and rang, but no one answered.

Colin received her calls, but he was not in the mood to answer. Every call only made him feel worse. He just wanted to be alone.

He silenced his phone´s ring tone and put it next to him over the bench. He doesn´t want to drag her into his sorrow.

After three phone calls, and no answer. It was time for her to step in.

The amazon walked out of the car. Concerned. And then, she entered the building.

Everyone stopped and stared at her, she was gargantuan! And so big!

“Excuse me, I´m looking for someone…” she said as she stopped by the front desk.

The lady at the desk gulped. She was, by far, the biggest woman she´s seen.

Lillian asked for Colin, but they couldn´t quite share his information. And since she wasn´t registered as his family or anything, there was just no way they could help.

“Lady, I need you to tell me where he is. Where his desk is. Or, at least, tell me who can give me that information.” Lillian said, with a stern tone.

“But, ma´am. I´ve already told you we can´t…” The lady was quite intimidated by her. It´ll be a big deal if she makes a scene.

“Listen, I´m going to count to three, and if you don’t provide me with a solution, oh, you´ll see how bad it is when a lady my size gets mad.” And that was a clear sign that this should be escalated.

Moments later, Colin´s former boss made his way down, and explained the situation. The last thing they want is for an amazon like Lillian to destroy the lobby. There´s a big chance she could do it, and a chance they won´t be able to stop her.

As soon as they explained her, she burst.

“Fired?!” How could they fire him? They have no soul! But that wasn´t a problem, in fact, wasn´t that what Lillian was looking for? Colin being unemployed wasn´t a big deal, the problem was, he´s been gone for hours and he hasn´t called her.

“You didn´t even care to make sure he made it out safe?!” She said, looking down at the man she dwarfed by over two-feet.

“Well, we didn´t…” replied Colin´s ex-boss as the amazon drove her hands to her hips and looked at him with anger.

“Oh, no, you never do. I should squash you right now… but I have to look for him. Because, apparently, no one else in this whole world cares for him, but me!” And so, instead of making a huge mess, Lillian stomped her way out of the office and started her search.

The problem is, where to begin?

Lillian drove for what felt like hours. What had happened? Why didn´t he called her? He´s been out of the office for hours now, where had he gone?

She looked for him, drove down the street, then up the street. Then she just drove in circles on the near blocks.

She stopped to think, and to call. But he didn´t answer.

Colin´s now laying in the bench. Looking up at the sky as he just listens to the buzzing of his phone. Should he turn it off? No, then Lillian will freak out. If she´s not mad already.

She must be worried. What if she´s far too worried?! Shouldn´t he call her back and tell her he´s fine? Wouldn´t that be the right thing to do?

He was selfish. He didn´t want to call her, not even text her. He was too lost in his own sadness to care about the way others feel.

Right now, he doesn´t even care to call Lillian back. The only woman who´s been there for him, unconditionally. Now, he´s just pushing her away too. And that makes him feel even worse.

“I´m just trash… I… I deserve no love. No one…” He said as his sorrow got him and a tear escaped his eye.

Lillian was so worried she couldn´t even think straight. So, she walked out of the car and started asking people.

“Have you seen him?” She had a picture of him in her phone, luckily. But no one had seen him.

Or, was it that they couldn´t remember? The striking appearance of a giant woman like her, that might blow your mind. To the point where you can´t even remember what you were doing. Much less recall seeing someone you don´t know.

Lillian was in despair. But maybe she deserves it. She´s done so much harm to him. It was only fair if life took him away from her. Maybe now, she won´t hurt him any more…

Lillian hopped in her car and then, with the engine off, she started crying.

Why can´t she keep any man? Why? Is it that she doesn´t deserve a man? Does she not deserve love? Is the universe conspiring so that she never has anyone to love?

Had something happened to Colin or, did he ran away on purpose?

“He wouldn´t be the first man to run away from me…” she started, “If he realized I´m the reason why he´s shrinking… then I deserve this. I deserve it…” she sobbed.

Where was he? Will he ever appear? What if he just decided to disappear? To escape from her.

She wouldn´t blame him…

About another hour went by, and still, no sings from him. Lillian was giving up all hopes, until… she received a phone call.

As soon as she saw it was Colin, she immediately stopped the car and answered.

“Colin, is that you?” Was it really him?

She could hear the sadness in his voice, a sigh of sorrow, and then, he said: “Lillian… I´m sorry.”

“No. Colin, dear, don´t be sorry. Just tell me where you are…” What had happened?

Moments later, she parked by the park, and then, she spotted him. Colin, waiting for her with the saddest look she´s ever seen on him.

She ran to him and immediately wrapped her arms around him. Embracing him with all of her love. He was safe, and that´s all that matters.

“I…” he started. But Lillian stopped him.

“Shh, we´ll talk about it later. I´m just glad you´re ok…” that was all that mattered.

Right now, all she wants to do is to hold him, know he´s ok. But once they get home…

“What the fuck were you thinking?!” She was upset. Of course she would. He just decided to run away, without saying a word. Did he really thought she wouldn´t get mad?

“I…” he started, looking up at an enraged Lillian. This was a side of hers he had never seen, and he really didn´t want her to be mad at him. He froze, out of fear.

“Quiet.” Maybe she shouldn´t be so hard on him. After all, it´s her fault he lost his job…

But she can´t let this slip, he can´t just go away without saying a word. She was worried sick! At least, she should scold him a bit.

After that, there will be a time to make amends. But until then… it´ll be her harsh side talking.

“I thought I was never going to find you! Do you have any idea how worried I was?!” The sight of a woman twice as tall as you, angry, and yelling at you, that was scary.

Colin won´t get a chance to speak. No matter what she asks, this will be just him, listening to her, as she lets it all out. It might take a while…

After a long time. Lillian was finally easy on him.

“Sorry to yell at you, but we both know it´s not ok to run away without saying a word.” Then, it wouldn´t be running away, right?

“I know, but… I just… I wanted to be alone for a while.” Colin said.

“Why would you? Honey, you don´t have to be alone if you´ve got me. I´ll always be there for you.” She placed a warm hand over his shoulder.

Her look, her sweet look, it was heart-melting. He wanted to bury his concerns in her, in her love, her kindness, but he knew it wouldn´t work. He needs to be honest.

“But… that´s the deal. I´ve lost so much. How… how long before, before… before I lose you too?” Lillian´s heart skipped a beat.

How could he say such a thing? Before he loses her? That would never happen. How can he say that?

But she must understand, he´s afraid. As he said, he´s lost so much. Now, the last thing he´s got is… her. And he´s afraid of losing her too. Which is sweet, if she´s honest.

“Aww, dear. I promise you, you will never, ever, lose me. I´m here, and I´m always going to be here…” He knew he´d say that.

That´s exactly what he wanted to hear. What he wanted her to say. Those were her words, he didn´t have to force them out of her. She just said in on her own.

But a question prevails. Was she true at heart, or, had she said it just because that´s what he needs?

Once again, he was overthinking. And she could see it. She can tell there´s sorrow behind that smile of his.

Perhaps, she should show him she truly cares. And how will she do that? Well… maybe it´s time for her to be a little bit sweeter than she´s been.

Who knows, maybe, she should show him how much she cares. And she might know exactly the way to do so…